When You Close Your Eyes

Good afternoon, my Lovelies! Let me take a moment to apologize for the fact that I haven’t been consistent with my blogging lately. As I said in my last blog, my mental health has absolutely been in a downward spiral. I’m working on it though. I will not let this feeling of defeat take me down.

How about you? You good? Had a good week? If not, that’s alright. Hang in there, y’all, because I have it on good authority that things will get better.

Now, I may or may not have touched on this before, I really can't remember and to be honest, I've run my mouth on here so much since I started this blog that it all kind of jumbles together sometimes. I try not to repeat myself, but sometimes a subject really resonates with me and after I've posted my blog I'll think of something else to say. But, I really do try not to pile the same shit on you guys over and over. (In fact, I'm OCD enough about it that I have a spreadsheet with a listing of all my blog titles and the dates they were published so that I can quickly and easily check myself before giving a blog a name. - I told y'all I was crazy.)

What have I possibly talked about before? Dreams. Specifically, do our past lovers/partners/significant others dream about us. Wouldn't you love to know if you had such an impact, whether that be emotionally, romantically, or sexually, that someone from your past still dreams about you? That they wish they could still be with you? Wouldn't you love to know if those dreams haunt their nights?

I mean, maybe they royally screwed up and you would never take them back - does that make it worse for them? Does it make it harder for them because they see you, either in person or on social media all the time, and they know how well you're doing without them? Do they dream about what it was like when they used to have you in bed with them? Do they wish they could have a chance to do things over? A chance to see those dreams to completion in real life just once more?

I have to tell you that I happen to know this about a past lover of mine (there may or may not be others...). He messages me often. I'm not going to lie...it can be a very heady feeling knowing that someone still wants you so badly - especially when it has been more than twenty years since you were together.

How would it make you feel to know that someone still dreams of you? 

I really want your feedback on this. Send me a message through the blog, comment on the blog or if you follow me on other social media you can message me there. 

Oh, by the way, have you checked out my Patreon? I made a post today and this one is public so everyone can read it!

Until next time, and as always,

Much love and affection, from me to you!

Shelly (a/k/a Dawn Love)

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