Music Tells My Stories

Good morning, my Lovelies! Happy Friday! We finally made it and the weekend is just a blink or two away. I hope this blog finds you well and not nearly as stressed as I am at the moment. I know, I know. It always seems as if I'm stressed. But here lately it has been more than my ADHD brain can handle. Because there is so damn much going on right now, my overthinking is at its peak. Yes, I'm an overthinker. (As if you didn't know!) I've now had several conversations about this over recent weeks, one of which, happened just a day or two ago. It was a good conversation and I felt better about everything between me and this person afterward, but it caused me to go do some digging into why I am the way I am and do the things I do. I also spent a little time looking up ways of dealing with an overthinker and in doing so, I discovered just how much I overthink things without realizing I'm doing it! I overthink what people say to me. I overthink what I say to others. Hell,

Good evening and happy Saturday! It has been a hot, sultry, stormy kinda day here on the eastern shore and I find that I'm thankful that my work/home life has kept me indoors today. How are things in your neck of the woods? I'm sure you're on the edge of your seat wondering just what I'm going to talk about today so I won't keep you waiting. Today I'm going to talk about one of my anxiety causes. In fact, I'm going to talk about the root issue to most of my anxiety. Everyone all together now, say "fear of abandonment." I know y'all are probably all scratching your heads over that one, but it is what it is. You see, I've had this underlying fear of people leaving me ever since I was a teenager. I'm fairly certain that I know the cause of it, and I'm not even going to try to hide it. You see, there was this boy... Don't throw your hands up at me and tell me to stop. It's the truth! When I was about thirteen I fell for a guy an